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GB †m· mvB‡Ui M‡ív¸wj co‡Z Avgvi LyeB fv‡jv jv‡M| co‡Z co‡Z GKw`b g‡b n‡jv Avgvi wb‡Ri Rxe‡bi NUbv¸wj wjL‡j †Kgb nq? †mB fvebv †_‡KB wjL‡Z emjvg| Avgvi Rxe‡b `yRb cyi“l Av‡Q hviv Avgvi †hŠb RxebUv‡K c~Y©Zv `vb K‡i‡Q| I‡`i Qvov Avgvi †hŠb Avb›` KíbvB Ki‡Z cvwi bv| GK Rb n‡jv Avgvi ¯^vgx, Avi GK Rb n‡jv IiB Nwbô eÜz| Zvn‡j M‡ívUv ïi“ Kwi.....

 my‡hvM †c‡jB Avwg evmv‡Z byW n‡q _vwK| byW n‡q _vK‡Z Avgvi LyeB fv‡jv jv‡M| ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z j¾v bvB †h, Avgvi ¸‡`i Kv‡gvo LyeB †ekx| me mgqB Avgvi Pz`‡Z B”Qv K‡i| g‡b nq KLb fvZvi‡K GKv cv‡ev, Ii †nvj Pzl‡ev Avi ¸‡` †nvj XyKv‡ev| 23 eQi eq‡m we‡qi ci †_‡K fvZvi Avgv‡K Pz‡`B hv‡”Q Avi Pz‡`B hv‡”Q| wKš‘ ZeyI Avgvi ¸‡`i Kv‡gvo wg‡Ubv| fvZvi bv Pz`‡j †h Avgvi fv‡jv jv‡Mbv ! GB Kvi‡Y I Avgv‡K Av`i K‡i e‡j ÔPz`vwb gvMxÕ, Avi Avgvi ïb‡Z LyeB fv‡jv jv‡M| Avwg Avgvi fvZvi‡K Av`i K‡i ewj ÔKzËv †Pv`vÕ| e­y wdjg †`L‡Z Avgv‡`i LyeB fv‡jv jv‡M| mePvB‡Z fv‡jv jv‡M MÖ“c †m· †`L‡Z| GKUv †g‡q‡K `yBUv †Q‡j Pz`‡Q- Avn, fve‡ZB ¸` Avgvi wki wki Ki‡Q| Pz`vPzw`i e¨vcv‡i Avgiv LyeB d«x| Pz`v Pzw`i mgq Avgiv K‡Zv iKg K_vB bv ewj - gb Ly‡j MvjvMvwjI Kwi|

 GKw`b `ycy‡i WuvUvi P”Pwo w`‡q fvZ LvIqvi mgq fvZvi e‡j,ÔcÖwZw`b GKB WuvUvi †Svj †L‡Z Avi fv‡jv jv‡M bvÕ|

AvwgI nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ewj,ÔAvwgI‡Zv we‡qi ci †_‡K GKB WuvUv Lw”Q| Avgv‡iv Avi fv‡jv jv‡MbvÕ|

Zvn‡j wb‡RB bZzb WuvUv RywU‡q bvI, Avi AvwgI bZzb †Svj......Avgvi fvZvi e‡j|

Avwg ewj,Ôc‡i Avevi c¯—vev bv †ZvÕ ?

fvZvi e‡j,ÔKzQ c‡ivqv †bwn, AvwgI bZzb ‡Svj †P‡L †`L‡evÕ|

.....†mw`b iv‡Z Pz`vPzw`i mgq fvZvi Avgvi Kv‡b wdm wdm K‡i e‡j, ÔGB gvMx MÖ“c †m· Kiwe ? †Zvi‡Zv A‡bK w`‡bi B”Qv|Õ

Avwg wLj wLj K‡i nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ewj, ZzB ej‡jB Ki‡ev| ZzB e‡m e‡m †`Lwe| `yR‡b wg‡j Avgv‡K Pz`we| `vi“b gRv n‡e|

- BqwK© bv| Avwg wmwiqvm, Kiwe wK bv mwZ¨ K‡i ej|

- ejwQ‡Zv,Ki‡ev Ki‡ev Ki‡ev|

- Zvn‡j Gevi ej, Kvi mv‡_ Kiwe ?

- †Zvi cÖv‡bi eÜz ev”Pzi mv‡_ Ki‡ev| GB K_v e‡j Avwg ewj, BqvwK© A‡bK n‡jv| KzËv Gevi fv‡jv K‡i Pz‡` †`| Avgvi ¸` Kvgov‡”Q| Gic‡i `vi“b GKUv †Pv`b ce© †kl n‡jv|

 Pz`vPzw`i ci RovRwo K‡i ï‡q A‡bK ivZ ch©š— Avevi †mB MÖ“c †m· wb‡q Avjvc n‡jv| Avjv‡c Avjv‡c `yR‡bi mvg‡bB Avmj mZ¨Uv cÖKvwkZ n‡jv| Avgiv `yR‡bB MÖ“c †m· Ki‡Z PvB Avi Avgv‡`i `yR‡biB cQ›` GKB e¨w³- Ii eÜz ev”Pz| Zvn‡j ev”Pzi m¤ú‡K© ewj| I Avgvi fvZv‡ii LyeB Kv‡Qi eÜz| K‡ZvUv Kv‡Qi ? Avgvi we‡qi Av‡M †_‡KB Iiv `yR‡b `yR‡bi †avb bvovbvwo K‡i| Avgvi fvZvi gv‡S gv‡a¨ Ii †avb Pz‡lI w`‡q‡Q| ‡Q‡j †ejvq 2/1 evi ev”Pz Avgvi fvZv‡ii cvQvI ‡g‡iQ| we‡qi 15/20 w`‡bi g‡a¨B fvZvi Avgv‡K me e‡j‡Q| Avevi Avgvi dzcv‡Zv fvB Avgvi `ya wU‡c‡Q, PzgvI †L‡q‡Q AvwgI †mUv fvZvi‡K e‡jwQ| GB me M‡ív Avgiv gv‡S gv‡SB Kwi Avi M‡ív ïb‡j Avgvi ¸‡`i Kv‡gvo †e‡o hvq| ev”Pz Avgvi †`Lv mePvB‡Z †mw· cyi“l| Ii ‡Pv‡Li Pvnwb, Ii ewW G¨wcqv‡iÝ me wKQz †_‡KB †m· cÖwZdjb nq| gv‡S gv‡SB Avgiv wZbR‡b AvÇv †`B| †m· Gi M‡ívI nq| fvZv‡ii mvg‡bB ev”Pz Avgvi †Pnviv, wdMvi, Avgvi `y‡aiI cÖksmv K‡i| GKw`b ev”Pz Avgv‡K Ii Kv‡jv †gvUv †avb evwni K‡iI †`wL‡q‡Q| Avwg Avm‡j cwiP‡qi ci †_‡KB ev”Pzi cÖwZ cÖPÛ †hŠb AvKl©Y †evaKwi| G‡ZvUvB AvKl© †eva Kwi †h, ev”Pzi K_v fve‡j Avgvi ¸` w`‡q im evwni nq| g‡b g‡b PvBZvg †h, ev”Pz Avgv‡K Rwo‡q ai“K, Pzgv LvK| 2/1 evi ¯^‡cœI Ii mv‡_ Pz`v Pzw` K‡iwQ| GUvI eyS‡Z cviZvg †h, ev”PzI Avgvi cÖwZ †hŠb AvKl©b †eva Ki‡Zv| Z‡e †m †Kv‡bv w`b my‡hvM †bqvi †Póv K‡iwb| hvB‡nvK Avgiv `yR‡b MÖ“c †m· Kivi c­¨vb Ki‡Z _vKjvg| hw`I ev”Pz Gme wKQzB Rvb‡Zv bv| Z‡e c­¨vb QvovB GKw`b Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ MÖ“c †m· n‡q ‡M‡jv| Gevi †mB M‡ívUvB ewj|

 GKUv Kv‡R evwn‡i wM‡qwQjvg| evmv‡Z wd‡i †`wL `yÕeÜz‡Z †eW i“‡g e‡m Zzgyj AvÇv w`‡”Q| wmwW Pvwj‡q e­y †`LwQ‡jv| Avgv‡K †`‡L ev”Pz Ii ¯^fve g‡Zv BqvwK© Kiv ïi“ Ki‡jv| †g‡q‡`i cÖksmv Ki‡Z †m LyeB G·cvU©| Avgvi ïb‡Z fv‡jvB jv‡M|

- ÔIn fvex Avcbv‡K †`L‡Z hv jvM‡Qbv, G‡Kev‡i dvUvdvwUÕ|

- ÔBqvwK© gvivi RvqMv cvbbv, ZvBbv ? Avwg wK Avi Avcbvi eDGi g‡Zv my›`ixÕ| hw`I Avwg g‡b g‡b cyjwKZ †eva KiwQ|

- Ôwewjf wg fvex, Avcbvi wdMviUv `vi“b| GUªvKwUf Avi †mw·Õ|

- ÔAvi wKQzÕ? g‡b g‡b Avwg Av‡iv wKQz ïb‡Z PvB| cÖksmv ïb‡Z me †g‡qB cQ›` K‡i|

- Ôej‡Z cvwi hw` g‡b wKQz bv K‡ib| Avcbvi wnc Avi †eª‡ói MVb G‡Kev‡i wnw›` Qwei bvwqKv‡`i g‡ZvÕ|

- Ôbv †`‡LB GZv cÖksmv| †`L‡j bv Rvwb wK ej‡ZbÕ? AvwgI nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ewj| wmj‡Ki kvwoi AvuPjUv Av‡iv GKUz Uvb Uvb K‡i ey‡Ki  Dc‡i †g‡j awi, KviY Ii KvgyK `„wó Avgvi ey‡Ki Dc‡i|

Avgvi fvZvi e‡j,ÔGB kvjv ZzB Avevi Avgvi eDGi `ya K‡e †`Lwj ? ZyB kvjv jywK‡q jywK‡q Avgvi eDGi `ya †`wLm ZvB bvÕ?

nZvkvi my‡i ev”Pz e‡j, Ô‡`v¯— Avgvi wK Avi †Kv‡bv w`b †mB †mŠfvM¨ n‡eÕ?

- ÔBk †i †`Lvi wK kLÕ ! Avwg ewj|

- ÔmwZ¨ ejwQ fvex, GB Ag~j¨ m¤ú` GKevi †`L‡Z †c‡j RxebUv ¯^v_©K n‡q †h‡Zv| Avwg Avcbvi †Kbv †Mvjvg n‡q _vK‡ev| Avcwb hv ej‡eb Avwg ZvB Ki‡evÕ|

ev”Pzi mv‡_ K_v ejwQ Avi Avgvi gb ej‡Q AvR‡K †mB ïf w`b| AvR MÖ“c †m· n‡eB n‡e| Avgvi kixi Pbgb Ki‡Q| Avgvi fvZvi wgUwgU K‡i nvm‡Q Avi Avgv‡`i K_v ïb‡Q| Avwg ewj-ÔZvn‡j Av‡M Avcbvi †avbUv †`Lvb| hw` IUv †`‡L Avgvi cQ›` nq Zvn‡j AvgviUv.....Õ

- ÔAvgvi †`v¯— ¯^v¶x_vK‡jv| Avcwb bv †`Lv‡j wKš‘ Avwg †Rvi K‡i †`L‡ev| †`v¯— ZzB wKš‘ Z‡Lvb evav w`we bvÕ|

- ÔwVK Av‡Q Avwg ¯^v¶x _vKjvgÕ- Avgvi fvZvi e‡j| GB K_v †kvbvi mv‡_ mv‡_ ev”Pz c¨v‡›Ui †Pb Ly‡j †d‡j|

Avwg ewj, ÔIfv‡e n‡e bv| GKUv GKUv K‡i kvU©, c¨v›U, Rvw½qv Ly‡j G‡Kev‡i byW n‡Z n‡e| Avwg Av‡M fv‡jvK‡i †`L‡ev, Zvic‡i.....Õ| Avgvi K_v ï‡b ev”Pz mwZ¨ mwZ¨ kvU©, c¨v›U Ly‡j †dj‡jv| Gi c‡i Rv½xqv Lyj‡ZB †avbUv Avgvi mvg‡b Lvov n‡q `vwo‡q †M‡jv| †nv‡ji mvBR Avgvi fvZv‡ii PvB‡Z †gvUv Avi Kv‡jv| gv_v †h‡bv GKUz †ekx †gvUv Avi †avbUv GKUz Dci w`‡K euvKv‡bv| †av‡bi †Mvov cwi®‹vi| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b 3/4 nvZ `y‡i Aí Aí jvdv‡”Q| Ii †avb †`‡L Avgvi Ae¯’v Lvivc| ¸` w`‡q im evwni n‡”Q| AvuPj ey‡Ki Dci †_‡K m‡i †M‡Q| Avwg GKevi ev”Pzi †av‡bi w`‡K ZvKvw”Q, Avi GKevi Ii †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvKvw”Q| ev”Pz Avgvi †Pv‡Li fvlv, Avgvi kix‡ii fvlv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q| I Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Avgvi mvg‡b G‡m `vov‡jv| Avwg weQvbv‡Z e‡m AvwQ| Ii †avbUv G‡K ev‡i Avgvi gy‡Li mvg‡b| ev”Pz `yB nv‡Z Avgvi Mvj †P‡c ai‡jv| Ii nv‡Zi ¯ú‡k© Avgvi kixi †hŠb Kvgbvq R¡‡j DV‡jv| Gic‡i I Avgvi †Vuv‡U Pzgv ‡L‡jv| cÖ_‡g nvjKv Zvic‡i iv¶‡mi g‡Zv Pzgv‡L‡Z _vK‡jv| Avgvi †VuvU `yBUv Pzl‡Z Pzl‡Z gy‡Li wfZ‡i wRev f‡i w`‡jv| Avwg Ii wRev Pzl‡Z jvMjvg| AvwgI mgvb Zv‡j ev”Pz‡K Pzgv Lvw”Q| Avgiv `yR‡bB †h‡bv Avgvi fvZv‡ii Aw¯—Z¨ fy‡j †MwQ|

 ev”Pz Pzgv †L‡Z †L‡Z Avgv‡K `uvo Kwi‡q w`‡jv| Avgvi kvoxi AvuPj †g‡S‡Z jywU‡q c‡i‡Q| ev”Pz †cuwP‡q †cuwP‡q kvox Ly‡j †dj‡jv| Gevi e­vD‡Ri ûuK Ly‡j Avgvi nvZ DuPz K‡i e­vDRUv Ly‡jwb‡q Avgvi fvZv‡ii w`‡K Qyu‡o w`‡jv| Avgvi fvZvi weQvbv‡Z e‡m e‡m Avgv‡`i‡K †`LwQ‡jv Avi jy½xi evwn‡i †avb wb‡q bvovPvov KiwQ‡jv| Gevi jy½x Ly‡j †avb bvo‡Z bvo‡Z Avgv‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q ej‡jv- Ô†Zviv Pvwj‡q hv| Avgvi †`L‡Z Lye fv‡jv jvM‡QÕ| ev”Pz Gevi eªvi ûuK Ly‡j `yB ¯—b gy³ K‡i w`‡jv| `yÕnv‡Z `yB `ya wb‡q ej‡jv- ÔIn! fvex, In! fvex| wK `vi“b †`L‡Z! wK `vi“b †`L‡Z| Avgvi Rxeb AvR ¯^v_©K| In! Avwg ¯^‡cœI fvwewb G‡Zv my›`i, G‡Zv my›`i| Avwg cv‡Mvj n‡q hv‡evÕ| `yD nv‡Z ev”Pz Avgvi `ya `jvB gjvB Ki‡Z jvM‡jv| GKevi `yB nv‡Z `yB `ya wUc‡Q, Avi GKevi `yB nv‡Z GKUv `ya wb‡q †Lj‡Q| Gici ‡m Avgvi `y‡ai †evuUv Pzl‡Z jvM‡jv| gy‡Li g‡a¨ †euvUv f‡i wb‡q †U‡b †U‡b †Rv‡i †Rv‡i Pzl‡Q Avi Kv‡gvo w`‡”Q| Avwg KL‡bv e¨v_v Avevi KL‡bv D‡ËRbvq Avn...Avn...Avnnn...kã KiwQ| Avi `vwo‡q _vK‡Z bv †c‡i  weQvbvq wPr n‡q ï‡q cojvg| ev”Pz Avgvi `ya Pz‡lB P‡j‡Q, Avi Avwg Zv‡K Rwo‡q a‡i AvwQ|

 Avwg A‡bK w`b a‡iB GB w`‡bi A‡c¶vq AvwQ| AvR‡Ki Avb›` A‡bK mgq a‡i Avgvi g‡Zv K‡i BbRq Ki‡Z PvB| Avwg PvB Avgv‡K g‡bi g‡Zv K‡i `yÔR‡b Pz`‡e| ZvB ejjvg,ÔGB nvivgx Gevi GKUz Av‡¯— †Pvl| KzËv AvR‡KB me †L‡q †djwe bvwK ? wc­R Avgv‡K Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Av`i KiÕ|

 ev”Pz Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Avgvi `y‡a bvK Nm‡Z Nm‡Z e‡j,ÔmwZ¨ fvex Avgvi wek¦vmB n‡”Q bv †h, Avwg Avcbvi `ya PzlwQ| Avgvi RxebUv AvR ab¨| Avwg g‡b g‡b K‡Zv Avkv K‡iwQ Avcbvi `ya wUc‡ev| `ya Pzl‡ev| ¸` gvi‡evÕ| ev”Pz Ii †avb Avgvi nv‡Z awi‡q †`q| 

In, wK `vi“Y †gvUv †nvj | Avwg ev”Pzi ‡avb wUc‡Z wUc‡Z ewj,ÔAvgviI we‡qi ci †_‡KB GB B”Qv wQ‡jv| Avcwb...bv.....Avgv‡K ZzB ZzB K‡i ej| Avgv‡K gvMx ej| Avgv‡K †ek¨v gvMx ej| LvbKx gvMx ej| Zvn‡j Avgvi Lye fv‡jv jvM‡eÕ|

ev”Pz e‡j,ÔwVK Av‡Q ZzB Avgvi †ek¨v gvMx, Avgvi LvbKx gvMxÕ| GB me ej‡Z ej‡Z I Avgvi †Vuv‡U Pzgv Lvq|

Avwg Av`y‡i Mjvq ewj,ÔAv‡iv ej...Av‡iv ej...Avevi ej| Avgvi ïb‡Z Lye fv‡jv jvM‡QÕ|

ÔZzB Avgvi †mvbv gvMx...ZzB Avgvi ¸`y ivbx....Avi Avwg †Zvi ¸` PvUv Pv‡KviÕ-ev”Pz Av‡`vi K‡i e‡j|

ÔZvn‡j Gevi ZzB Avgvi ¸‡` Av`i Ki| Av‡¯— Av‡¯— A‡bK ¶Y a‡i Av`i KiweÕ|

ÔAvgvi †`v¯—i Kv‡Q ï‡bwQ ¸` PuvUv‡Z bvwK ‡Zvi Lye fv‡jv jv‡MÕ|

ÔAv‡¯— Av‡¯— A‡bK ¶Y a‡i Av`i Ki‡j Avgvi LyeB fv‡jv jv‡M| †`wL ZzB †Kgb Av`i Ki‡Z cvwimÕ?

ÔwVK Av‡Q| ZzB †hfv‡e ejwe Avwg †mfv‡eB ¸` PvU‡ev| AvR †Zvi ¸‡`i me im Avwg †P‡U †P‡U Lv‡evÕ|

 ev”Pz †cwU‡KvU Ly‡j Avgv‡K G‡Kev‡i b¨vsUv K‡i †dj‡jv| Zvici `yB cv `yB w`‡K Av‡¯— K‡i Qwo‡q w`‡jv| ¸`Uv i‡m i‡m gvLvgvwL| ev”Pz wRe w`‡q †P‡U †P‡U Avgvi ¸‡`i im Lv‡”Q| ÿv”Pzi PuvUvi myweavi Rb¨ Avwg `yB nuvUz fuvR K‡i cvQvi wb‡P GKUv cvZjv evwjk w`‡q ¸`Uv DuPz K‡i w`jvg| Avwg ejwQ Avi ev”Pz PuvU‡Q| ¸‡`i †Vuv‡Ui gvS w`‡q wRevi gv_v w`‡q myi mywi w`‡”Q|...In..In..GB‡Zv dvBb n‡”Q....Gevi ¸‡`i gy‡L wRev w`‡q myimywi †`..†`..¸‡` Av‡¯— K‡i Kv‡gvo †`...¸`Uv PuvU...GB‡Zv `vi“b n‡”Q...¸‡`i †VuvU duvK K‡i ai...nuv Gevi ¸‡`i gy‡L †Zvi wRevi gv_v †Vu‡m ai...Gevi ¸‡`i wfZ‡i wRe f‡i †`| I...II...III...ev”Pz nvivwg...KzËv...kvjv...ZzB †Zv `vi“b ¸` PvU‡Z cvwim| †Zv‡K w`‡q Avwg cÖwZw`b ¸` PuvUv‡ev| In! In! Avn! Avn! n‡q‡Q n‡q‡Q, Gevi _vg| ZzB A‡bK ¶Y ¸` PuvUwj| Gevi Avgvi fvZvi‡K ¸‡`i im †L‡Z †`| Avwg GLb †Zvi †nvj Pzm‡ev|

 ev”Pz‡K wPr K‡i ïB‡q w`jvg| Avwg nuvUz‡Z fi w`‡q Dcyo n‡q ï‡q Ii †nvj Pzl‡Z jvMjvg| Avgvi ¸` fvZv‡ii gy‡L †V‡K Av‡Q| Avwg †nvj PzlwQ Avi fvZvi Avgvi ¸` PuvU‡Q| Avwg fvZv‡ii gy‡L gv‡S gv‡S ¸` †P‡c aiwQ| ev”Pzi †gvUv †nvj cyivUv gy‡Li g‡a¨ wb‡Z cviwQ bv| †nv‡ji gywÛi Pviav‡i wRe w`‡q PuvUwQ| Avevi gy‡Li g‡a¨ wb‡q PzlwQ| gv‡S gv‡S †nv‡j Kv‡gvo w`w”Q| †nvj gy‡Li g‡a¨ XyKvw”Q Avevi evwni KiwQ| ev”PzI gv‡S gv‡S  †nvjUv‡K Avgvi gy‡Li g‡a¨ †V‡m ai‡Q| Avevi nvZ evwo‡q Avgvi `ya wUc‡Q| Avwg †nvj PzlwQ, fvZvi ¸` PuvU‡Q Avi ev”Pz †nvj Pzlv‡Z Pzlv‡Z `ya wUc‡Q| Avn Avn wK ‡h gRv|

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